HappyBirthdayLaMonique ♥

BESTFRIENDS FOREVER..



Since 8th grade..

THOUGH THICK AND THIN..

Our son Zion (: [My Godson]

This girl has my heart. I love her soooo much and this post is dedicated to her for her 20TH birthday!

Thats right. We've been bestfriends since we were 13 and here at 20!

We have definately had our ups and downs but our friendship can beyond outstand anything we go through.

She got pregnant, I got sad. And I cried. I was jealous there was gonna be two people closer to her then me.

I actually went like a little baby and told my dad "daddy laquatida is having a baby without me):" He didnt say much lol he understands our weirdness. But anyway I got over it because now we have my beautiful Godson Zion who is just the sexiest EVARRR. We are long distance at the moment but theres not a day that goes by that I dont think about her. I miss her so much its sick.. She understands me and I understand her we just work out. I accept her for her as she does me. I just cant believe we are 20 now. When we get together we still act like we are 13 lol we act like giddy little preteens making eachother laugh hella hard in our pictures on picture day. Those were the good days.. less responsibility less drama less everything.. more living loving and laughing. This post is just to say happy birthday to her. My FIRST real love and my foreverrrr love I miss you and love you so much monkey butt ♥ Kiss Kekoa for me!

UGH!

I'm so bloated. Everyday after I eat ANYTHING I get so bloated and fat and literally look like I'm 4 months prego or something wtf I hate it. And its after ANYTHING I eat like I can have three chips and all of a sudden I'm the size of a COW ): it really sucks man.

I miss my bestfriend. She made a blog about me but it doesnt make me feel better about missing her. I feel like we should still be in contact be it letters, aim, email, anything but she just ugh idk. I understand long distance relationships but not long distance noncommunicating relationships.. what gives ):

I want some candy and I've wanted some candy for the longest but because my husband hasnt deposited her check I havent been able to buy any

WTF WHY MEEEEEE

Day 1 ♥

YOUR FIRST LOVE.

Okay my first love. The first person I told I love I wasnt in love with. I was afraid of him and to be without him. Love was used as an excuse for our behavior and used way out of context. It was an abusive relationship in every aspect. When I finally was fed up I broke up with him and never looked back. Thats how I know I wasnt in love.

But the first person that I loved..

Was R.P. It was the summer of junior year leading into my senior year. This was puppy love like you never seen it before. We went to seperate schools so we didnt get to see eachother on the weekdays only the weekends but you know they say distance makes the heart grow fonder. To me our relationship was perfect. Our dads where friends his dad loved me mine was acceptant of him lol. Our families would hang out on the weekends together it was real cute. I genuinly loved him. We both played basketball and when basketball season started our schedules were complete oposites. I had practice after school everyday and didnt usually get home untill 8 or 9 and he had practice in the mornings. So every morning he would call to wake me up at six and every night I would call to fall asleep on the phone. But it was far from what we were used to. He started cheating on me. And when I would find out it would turn into a bunch of lies and tears from both parties. Because I loved him and I knew what we had I would always take him back. But in Jan I broke up with him because he played with me to the point of tears and I was just done. Only I wasnt done. A couple heated arguements later we were working on getting us back and a month later we were back but it was different. To me it felt like we were together because we didnt want the other to be with anyone else. All we did was argue but no matter what I still loved him. In March we had a silly arguement which lead to him breaking up with me. I did everything I could to get him back nothing matterd. He had been seeing another girl for a month and ended up leaving me for her. My heart was crushed. I was literally depressed and wanted nothing more then to just be with him. Thru the summer we played cat and mouse one minute he wanted me the next he didnt and vice versa but it was only a game and I was only hurting myself because I honestly feel like it didnt even matter to him. I hated him for so long. But I've forgiven him and moved on. He was the first and only love before my Husband and it wasnt true love it was puppy love so I like to think everything happens for a reason ♥

30 Day Love Challenge

I'LL DO IT.

30 Day Love Challenge


1~ First Love (of course!)...what they meant/mean to you...
2~ Best Love...what they meant/mean to you...
3~ Last/Most Recent Love...what they meant/mean to you...
4~ Favorite Love song...and why?
5~ Favorite Romantic Movie
6~ What is your idea of true love?
7~ Have you ever been deeply in love? Explain
8~ Do you think you can be in love with two people at the same time?
9~ Tell us about the first time you ever made love (not had sex)
10~ List 10 people you love and explain what they mean to you
11~ Whom (no names, if you prefer) did you love, who didn't love you back?
12~ Do you believe in zodiac compatibility? Who is your best match from experience? You worst?
13~ Do you believe in unconditional love?
14~ Recreate your most romantic date (a real one)...
15~ Can you live without a love relationship?
16~ Do you believe in love at first sight?
17~ Do you think young people can fall in love and it be true?
18~ Have you ever been in a love triangle...with you as the object of desire?
19~ What do you love to do the most?
20~ Do you believe in Long Distance/Internet Love? Why or Why not?
21~ What is the most romantic location you would want to visit?
22~ Create the perfect love scene
23~ Do you think love and marriage are synonymous?
24~ Have you broken anyone's heart?
25~ Looking back on your life...who taught you the most about what love is/isn't?
26~ If your young daughter or son came to you and told you they were in love with someone your age...what would your response be?
27~ Does anyone you've broken up with still love and pursue you?
28~ If you had a choice between a love relationship and just sex [guaranteed]...which would you choose?
29~ Write a Love letter to your soul mate (whether you feel you've met them or not)
30~ Did this love challenge teach you anything? If so/not...what/why? 

I'm a love not a fighter

And I'm twenty years old and honestly think I'm too old to be fighting but these hoes is testing me and really tryin to take me there. Now dont get me wrong no one is touching me and getting away with it. They just irritating to the fact that if I say something to them we gone fight cuz they're not gonna like it and wanna fight me lol damn man this anger building in side of me IS NOT good at all.

Love it

♥ * ;